somebody help it’s three in the morning and…

somebody help
it’s three in the morning and i’m laying in bed crying sneezing listening to the beatles and playing solitaire because i yelled at someone i care about more than anything and i feel terrible because he didn’t deserve it
and i don’t know how I can make it up to him
because i treat him horribly and he deserves better
so much better
and i don’t know what to do