i really just want to live somewhere hot and humid and green where i can see the stars through the trees at night and there would be no worrying about life or people and i could just lay alone on the roof all night and look at the stars and imagine what it must be like out there where there’s nobody and everything is silent

and in the winter it would snow and everything would be silver and cold and beautiful and silent and i could walk through the forest and feel like a bug on a leaf or a bear looking for shelter because it would just be so cold but the snow would muffle all the sound and there would be nobody and everything would be silent

but then i think…if there was nobody i would be alone.